distractions

i know you know this is for you. SIGHHHHH i can’t believe you’re leaving already. it felt like college was yeaars away and it didn’t hit me til right this moment that you’re leaving tomorrow. what am i gonna do without you :( i’m going to miss you sho much, no homo T_T best friends for 4 years with only one bump along the road, but no fights. can’t believe it. i know you should be more sad right now because you’re the one leaving for college but still i can’t help feeling so depressed that you’re leaving…don’t be scared because i’m not worried about you at all. i know you can take care of yourself and haz fun and make lots of new friends. also don’t worry about being forgotten, because you know you can NEVER be replaced. annnnd i hope i can never be replaced too….currently, we’re crying on oovoo and listening to depressing music. you’re my other half and i’m going to feel so freaking lonely and empty when you leave. omg i sound like a lesbian….(i hope brian never sees this, which he probably won’t). i have so many memories with you and i know they’re always gonna keep coming! so i’m not worried about our friendship. but i’m just sad that you’re not gonna be a 15min drive away from my house. i have to learn how to drive freeway asap :( i can’t stop crying right now…always know you can count on me. college isn’t gonna change anything between us! call me, oovoo me, text me whenever. i’ll always HAZ time for you. if you are feeling down or lonely, you know i’ll find a way to get to LA asap. the day you call is the day i’ll be there. promise. unless i have like absolutely positively no ride…then you can wait one more day! heh. i’ll miss you, my charity case, my best friend, my partner in crime, and my sister (i guess cousin, since your mom calls herself emo to me! heheh). i’m writing this because my heart feels so heavy (BARF-WORTHY, SORRY) and i need to get this out and i don’t wanna say it on oovoo since we’re just gonna cry some more :( oh my god….i seriously still can’t believe you’re leaving…sigh…forreals…good luck in this new chapter of your life, but don’t worry. i’ll always be one of the main characters :) omg that was so corny..i can’t believe i just came up with that…i give myself “props.” i’ll miss you, and i will always love you my bffaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeae! (best friend forever and ever and ever etc.) i love you times a million!

<3 your charity case.